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Did she ever rebel as a kid, do anything at all naughty or unexpected? “There’s this cough syrup called Linctifed, and it was red and it was delicious. I went and I drank the whole bottle of it, and then I replaced it with water. I got into a lot of trouble for that.”

Best friends since child, Bucky Barnes and Steven Rogers are inseparable in both schoolyard and battlefield. Barnes is the only howling commando to give his life in service to this country.

Prisons need my permission to hold me.

steve/bucky reclist

lucyjaggat:

this black and white photo never captured my skin, g, 2737 words. 
The Winter Soldier wakes up and his eyes are dead, dead, dead.

but the fires are coming by, t, 4003 words.
He does not remember, except that is better than being made to forget, again, and again, and again. He does not go to Brooklyn.

miles to go before i sleep, t, 12k words.
Steve finds Bucky outside of the Smithsonian and invites him home.

we did not make ourselves, g, 25k words.
It is like steel, the determination inside of you that tells you you will achieve this, that you will find him. Nothing will stop you. You are two sides of the same coin, you and he: he cannot escape you forever. Bucky runs. Steve follows.

reconstruction site, t, 7671 words.
[In which the Winter Soldier leads Steve Rogers and Sam Wilson on a wild goose chase through Eastern Europe so that he can learn more about the man who actually thinks he can be saved.]

fitting stars through keyholes, m, 2453 words.
There’s a gun against his neck, the muzzle pressed into the skin beneath his jaw like a harsh kiss, and the first thought that runs through Steve’s head is, “Oh, Christ, I’m going to die in my pajamas.”

people should see how we’re living, t, 2392 words.
There was a stray cat one spring when Steve was a kid, gray and spindly, matted. She used to look at him with these huge eyes, like she was waiting for his fist to close around her neck, like she knew it was shameful weakness letting him this close to her, but she just couldn’t stand to be alone any more. Bucky makes that same face.


we are not heroes (x)

1. american daydream - electric guest // 2. evident utensil - chairlift // 3. golden light - STRFKR // 4. reptile - citizens! // 5. lions in cages - wolf gang // 6. the high road - broken bells // 7. burning pile - mother mother // 8. wolf like me - tv on the radio 

[listen]

we are not heroes (x)

1. american daydream - electric guest // 2. evident utensil - chairlift // 3. golden light - STRFKR // 4. reptile - citizens! // 5. lions in cages - wolf gang // 6. the high road - broken bells // 7. burning pile - mother mother // 8. wolf like me - tv on the radio 

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justnotkrikkit:

it catches up with you an instrumental starbucks mix in three parts
Part One: I only need one name, sir

Town Waltz Ohad Benchetrit//American Beauty Thomas Newman//A Star Shall Come Forth Mychael Danna//Threads This Will Destroy You//Flow Like Water James Newton Howard

Part Two: You just killed his best friend

Almost martyrs Orchestra//Mutant and Proud Henry Jackman//Main Titles Rachel Portman//Ezio’s Family Jesper Kyd//Deliverance Brian Tyler

Part Three: Bucky?

Running to the Rain Peter Gabriel//We Built Our Own World Hans Zimmer//Soho Dim Sum Rick Smith//Kara Remembers Bear McCreary//It Catches Up With You Trent Raznor and Atticus Ross

download available on request, alternatively use omgcatz

justnotkrikkit:

it catches up with you an instrumental starbucks mix in three parts

Part One: I only need one name, sir

Town Waltz Ohad Benchetrit//American Beauty Thomas Newman//A Star Shall Come Forth Mychael Danna//Threads This Will Destroy You//Flow Like Water James Newton Howard

Part Two: You just killed his best friend

Almost martyrs Orchestra//Mutant and Proud Henry Jackman//Main Titles Rachel Portman//Ezio’s Family Jesper Kyd//Deliverance Brian Tyler

Part Three: Bucky?

Running to the Rain Peter Gabriel//We Built Our Own World Hans Zimmer//Soho Dim Sum Rick Smith//Kara Remembers Bear McCreary//It Catches Up With You Trent Raznor and Atticus Ross

download available on request, alternatively use omgcatz

im planning a stevebucky high school AU and all you guys need to know right now is there’s a scene where carol danvers breaks a dude’s nose

mechinaries:

i imagine both steve and bucky like to come up with different ways to poke fun at sam every time they pass him during jogging

because they are shitheads

(the first one is a print you can get here)

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